i love you

2010-07-08T00:31:00.003+08:00

today in the morning, wait for farhin to come my house since he wanna follow me and my family went to jb, so waited for him to finish sch first, and he went home first and take his passport and stuff and reached my house at around 3pm+, den wait for my father come home at 4.30 before went jb. den ~skip~ and already otw to jusco shopping mall at taman indah there. :) after reaching, we went to eat our lunch first. heh, my family and me including farhin eat chicken rice only. lol. but ordered extra chicken. ^^ hahaha, den ~skip~ , farhin and me get freedom to enjoy ourself to walk around the shopping mall, so he decided to change money at money changer. hahaha. he changed $20 singapore and get 42 ringgit malaysia ^^ yay! :D so we bought 3 pack of ciggarette. lol and some bubble gum. :D heh, den ~skip~ waited for my mom to finish her shopping. den after everything have settled, we went back home. :) and i slack wif farhin for awhile since his house is near my home too, well, 10 mins walk only. hahaha. den after tat, i went home. :) enough for today. huahua ^^ bye bye

ps: i love putri!!!! :D

2010-07-06T12:28:00.002+08:00

hey guys n girls, maybe its time for me to start blogging back, cos i really had nothing to do already. while im waiting for ns. and yeah. hais. kinda bored always. so anything i just update my blog already. :) heh. and yeah, i love puri so much :)

2010-03-14T16:36:00.002+08:00

Long time i didnt blog , sigh.. Well, things have been great lately nowadays and i keep on spending time with my bestest frens at lamsoon cck. =) they are like my family to me whenever i need to talk to. We cried,laugh,smile and enjoy together. i really adore and love them ^^. Keep up like this in the future guys cos im gonna be away sooon in september. :(

ps: everytime i tink of u it makes me feel sad, i wish i cud revert the past.

2010-02-17T22:30:00.001+08:00

Well today, went to alexandra hospital for my lungs checkup, and the result was, bad. im quite disappointed. sigh. I wished i could stop smoking... SOMEONE HELP ME STOP SMOKING PLS? :)

2010-02-13T11:02:00.004+08:00

gah. been skating the past few days continously, so today its time for me to rest. tired ar.. :) well , today i'm not sure whether wanna follow my father to johor or not. mcm malas g2. sigh. maybe today im not gonna do anything . hmmm.. any suggestions from u guys? lol. and happy advanced birthday to someone. you know who u are. :)

2010-02-12T00:20:00.004+08:00

today quite bored ar. i went to school at 12.30pm . den lesson as usual. but this time more bored ar. teacher teach, i sleep. and at 3.45 i wake up cos my sch ends at 4pm. ahahaha. only 15 mins of study. gosh. :D den after sch straight away went to meet my crews at block 283 near cck lamsoon there to skate till 10pm. ahha. tired but fun. but quite boring cos 2 people never bring their own deck and somemore need to share2. aiya. And 2 more days MORE!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOO. cant wait to have fun wif my frens. ahaha. and yeah next saturday going clubbing wif my ite frens also.. ^^, mari kita joget same2 :D

2010-02-10T22:46:00.004+08:00

hmm, im gonna write a short post about today cos im too tired. hahaha. well, today i didn't go school because i thought Azeana wanna blanja us something for us at 2pm. Den check2 die nari busy gler , alamak. i was like sanggup sey tk gi skola pasal tu . Den today the whole day been skating wif my new skate crew wif 5 people. Had sooo much fun wif u guys la. :) Den after skate awhile, slack at fauzy's house. hahh. Den met izzy at fauzy's house too. weeeeee. so long nvr see izzy. XD hahahaa. den inside the room, me, kushairi,dhambiri and izzy did something happening. lmao. semue horny and high siak. lol! after that, me n my skate crew went skate again pt bawah block until like 10pm. den everyone went home . :) woa today so like fun and tiring. :) k la, guess have to rest cos tmr schooling at 8am, but i feel like going at 12.30pm. HAHA. too tired ar. :P ok dats it for today. bye bye.

ps: I can forget anyone easily but it's fucking hard to forget u! ARG!

2010-02-03T20:03:00.002+08:00

TODAYYYY SOOO BORING.. sigh, I miss coming down at lamsoon. Hmm, maybe soon ok guys? dun worry. i know u guys miss me so. cos i heard from some of u been talking about me that where i've been missing to. dun worry la. hope im coming down this friday. And Today, school been such a bitch. ahaha. boring . nothing special always. :(

Ps: I REALLY MISS SOMEONE RITE NOW T_T

2010-01-19T22:18:00.003+08:00

I been fever for so many days already, but today im okay already.! YAY! hehhehe. and i mish my schmates ar. :( and budak2 lamsoon, u know who u are rite? :) especially izzy, im nt disappointed at u anymore la , forgive and forget. :)

2010-01-13T17:12:00.004+08:00

sheesh,. im quite nervous about my ns medical checkup for tmr. :O some say blood taking pain and some say nt. lol. aiya, nvr mind, just feel wat i feel tmr. :) anyway, school is so bored and every lessons i always sleep. hahaa. but frens are great. :) k bb. nt gonna blog much.

2010-01-06T23:46:00.005+08:00

lf to right: izzy,hawk,me,dambiri(red shirt),ginn(top),kush

Oh i love them! ^^ Only in the pics are Hawk,Izzy,Kushairi,Kid,Dambiri and GINN!!! :D Well anyway these are the delayed pics of us slacking during the night at lamsoon when we celebrating the newyear countdown together . lol! Its fun to be with them. :D hw i wish there's more of us in the pics. Unfortunately, most of them balik cepat before the countdown so tk dpt take pics. hmm. And most of all, Thank you so much izzy for ur wonderful counsellation on me. hahaha! i finally realised it. :) And yeah, I LOVE U ALL LSK peeps!

Izzy, me and kush

2010-01-03T22:18:00.006+08:00

Sorry guys for not posting my blog for a very long time, I Had my own personal problems to settle it during these times. Times goes so fast now, And its already 2010, hmm, So wats my ambition and dreams for this year? i myself don't know yet. Let it be done by itself. :) And yea, sch starting tmr, u guys sure have fun. :)

left to right:Auni, Farouk, Fatin, Hyrie, Kid, naidi, Acap, Gerad and Man

They are the light of my life, they are my brothers and sisters. We share feelings and solve problems together. We argued but still we are frens. Even tho we just 2 years of frenship together, There's so many things we share and talked to. Its like 6 to 8 years of frenship together. I hope i can meet you guys someday and in the future too. Can't wait to see u all married in the future too ^^, hehe. I hope u guys have a wonderful future and jobs awaiting in u guys life. I miss you all. (ITE Bukit batok, Electronics engineering department) You are forever missed by me.

And to my wonderful fren of mine, Izzy, Thanks for makin me smile always when im down. lol.! u nvr fail to cheer me up siul. ! Hahaha. Even tho we just knew each other for weeks, we knew like for months. :D Lepak again some other time ok izzy? after ur CURFEW. hahaha! If im bored during lepak, I will poke ur Rib and biar die termelatah. HAHAHAHA!

My dear, Dont silent urself, cos i been wondering if you ever forgive me or nt. i really do miss u alot and love u. :(

2009-12-16T18:59:00.002+08:00

i had fun skating wif cty, azhar, hakim and andy. skate at dover carpark. :D heh. after skating, we all go play fire extinguisher hahahaha. like what the hell sia. all of the guys play it including me also. fun siul. lmao. after playing the stupid thing, we just slack2 for awhile. and we go home. :)

2009-12-06T11:49:00.002+08:00

hello! haha. I had total fun yesterday . Me, my cousin and cty went to clarke quay and go eski bar for a drink. ^^. Inside the bar super cold siul.. u go in the entrance only its like inside refrigerator. hahaha me and cty freezing to death but my cousin relak only. cos he wearing thick jacket sia. :( so we slack2 and order drinks. Ittssss soo heaven! ^_^ i drink absolute and cousin drink martel. lol. aiya, cty nvr drink with us. :( and few hours later she need to go back home first and i send her awhile at the mrt. Skip this part. . After tat, me and cousin went home drunk and sleepy. :)

2009-12-04T19:58:00.002+08:00

gosh. yesterday was very fun at night. hahahaa. thanks my frens. lol. that's the way to celebrate my birthday. hahaha! i seriously had dam fun but not fun when kena hempap ramai2 lagi. lols. so im already on hols. woohooo! can enjoy la sia. but my exam, i do anyhow siul. ala. fail2 la. lagipun next year april masuk ns pe. and after ns den change ite course because im nt fucking interested in my current course (electronics) so the waste time ar. -.- and to all my frens, who wanna book me out on saturday? im totally free tmr. oh yeah, its been long time nvr go shisha. so who wanna go shisha wif me tmr? :D confirm best nye! pasal da dpt lepas shisha pe. hahaha!

ps: Siti Zainab aka ctydelisha , thanks for everything. :D iLOVEEEYA!

2009-11-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I don't want to move on and I wish we didn't have this fight,
I just wish that this were so,
I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry whatever should I do?
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.

girl, I am sorry we fought
And I love you so much
Please forgive me

2009-11-17T16:28:00.003+08:00

hey all. :D its been long time i didnt active in my blog. hmm. been very busy wif school days. always balik lambat siak. around 4+ liddat. bored and tired of the same school. lol. and this coming month is my exam time. must buck up man. damn. and sigh, im gonna be sad on saturday. parents gonna go haji this saturday on the 21. gonna be alone. takpe2, must be independent on myself. :) mom and dad, when u go there, pls take care of urself taw. :) and return home safely during 21 dec.

ps: i miss someone. you know who u are.

2009-10-30T21:07:00.003+08:00

hahaa. finally a video of me and my frens skate together! yippee! :D and btw im the one that never wear clothes on and nvr wear shades too. in the middle part somewhere around 1:33. hahaha.

FINALLY i get to catch up my studies better and better ! WOOHOO.

2009-10-19T09:03:00.002+08:00

sian la, idk when i'll be able to cope up wif school. life is bored to me. gahh, feel like quitting school, but its already the 2nd year of my life in ite and it's gonna end soon. but getting harder as it going to ends. damm. And it's been 2 months plus i nvr spend time wif someone right now. missing her badly. haiyo.

2009-09-27T09:38:00.001+08:00

Heh, Good luck Anita cousin for ur future music career in you. You're totally have a great voice and i adore it so much.!! :D heh, We'll forever be the best cousin forever. :) I love you so much cuzzie. haha.

2009-09-20T11:41:00.003+08:00

SLAMAT HARI RAYA KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM . :) heh. today woke up at 6.45am, get myself ready and off to jurong west to do hari raya prayers. :) . Met all my friends there and Having fun here and there after the prayers. hehe. So later at 3pm, gonna go to my grandmother's house for gathering den jalan raya together wif cousins all. yay. :) See ya,. just a short post.

2009-09-11T21:28:00.003+08:00

Today after school, straight away went to Jurong east and meet mira first. Then meet hafiz at penin just to accompany the stupid hafiz buy his shirt. dang. but nvr mind, its ok. We had fun tho. :) All the way Mira was like talking to me but not hafiz cos she dont like hafiz attitude. hahaha!. Den smth smth smth and Skip this part cos Mira dont wan others to read this. Then walk2 around at penin and saw skateboard shop. :) the decks all cheap siul. woohooo, cant wait for hari raya money to buy one. :)

At around 7+, went pizza hut to breakfast there. heh. we all share one medium ocean catch pizza and side orders, seafood baked rice. . After eat our meals, went to jalan2 at Bugis bcos mira wanna buy some stuff there. hehe. After shopping, hafiz wanna go his friend house and left me and mira alone. So, we had ntg to do and decide to go home together. hahah.

Reached home and got text from her about smth smth. :) heh. ok dats all. bye

Wtf was i doing.. hahaha.
And mira doesnt wanna take pic wif us cos she no mood. :(

2009-09-05T12:01:00.003+08:00

Inside view of the Singapore flyer. Oo.

These are the pics on the singapore flyer thing. omg i only got two. :(

2009-09-05T10:10:00.002+08:00

A QUESTION FROM A FRIEND FOR ME REFERRING TO SOMEONE.

Qns 1. Do you think she got the time for me?
Ans: nah i dont think so, cos she is always busy messaging anyone else rather den me.

Qns 2. Do you think she miss you?
Ans: haha, i dont think so. If she miss me, she will message me first. But she seldom message me first. How to believe her that she miss me? Correct? cos im the one who always message her first. -.- Even my friend said that she dont care about me for sure..

Qns 3. What status do you think u are? Eg, Single/in a relationship/I Don't know?
Ans: haha, i tink i choose 'i dont know' bcos, i feel like im single most of the time.

Qns 4. Do you think that she always think bout you?
Ans: How should i know, I tink she have no time for it.

Qns 5. Do you think she love you?
Ans: Erm, i don't know? How could she love me when she's always busyyyyyyyyy ALL THE TIME.

Qns 6. Do you love her?
Ans: Yes la.. :( but she treated me like this. hais.

Qns 7. Do you hate her?
Ans: I don't hate her, i only hate the way she treats me sometimes. Like example, when she need me by her side, I always be there for her. But when i need her by my side, She dont. hais.

Qns 8. Do you miss her?
Ans: Obviously yes.......:( hais. She always busy wif her stuff........

Qns 9. Do you want to meet her all the time?
Ans: Yes please! :( hais.

Last qns. If u had a time machine to change back time, what do u wanna change?
Ans: I wish i can change back the time when we are so in love all the time and not busy like this. hais. :(

2009-09-01T08:38:00.004+08:00

Well, i think i stop updating first until raya time den i continue again. heh. this 1 whole month fasting month very tired and nothing to do in school always. anyway, i really miss that someone right now. i wonder if she still thinks bout me. Bye bye world. :)

and ps: you seemed happy when u tell me something bout yesterday. den be it.

2009-08-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

Just now afternoon had a class trip and we all go singapore flyers, Lol, Starting all so excited already to go in the container of the singapore flyer. hahahha! And Today all of my malay friends never fasting including me also. hahahah! We all ate Epok2 kentang wif egg inside and a bottle of ice lemon tea that teacher gave us. lol! My teacher surprised that all his malay students nvr fast. lol..... Btw pics of flyers trip wif Fren. so im not uploading it yet until i gets it.

(Below is a pic of me doing Ollie very high!) Heh. Picture quite dark. :( but its cool anyway. Thanks fir for taking this pic for me just now.

2009-08-24T11:26:00.004+08:00

For 1 month, cannot meet heer. :( Sad sad sad. Anyway, today i cant go school because i had to take care of my mom. shes sick now. hmm.

2009-08-21T19:43:00.004+08:00

haha, today seriously tired and bored. I wake up dam early in the morning and i remember last wed teacher said dat today got class test, so i wake up around 6am sia. lol! first time wake up so early to go sch. hahahha. So went out from house about 7am den reach outside sch around 7.50 i tink. Went slack wif Is at outside school first. Smoke first before went to class. Then when we reached the class, teacher said, class test postpone to tuesday.! walaoeh. i wake up so early and semangat2 go class test den kena postpone. lol! Teacher told us to do revision the whole day till 12.30, but we play computer instead. hahahha! play game somemore too. wat to do already wat. so Sian. And after finish sch, Went meet Lisa to slack wif her and having fun. bla bla bla, and take pic wif her. lols. AFter dat, i go home and take bus and something happen. hahaha! Only lisa know cos i told her. hahahah. bye bye!

2009-08-15T20:05:00.003+08:00

hahah. today dammm super fun! heh. morning, went to bukit batok meet lisa first. Den accompany her to do the donation thingy for the old folks i tink. i keep forcing her to ask for pple to donate. But she shy2 to ask pple to donate. -.- lol. hehe. lisa lisa.. tsk tsk. So we both take bus 985 to cck and inside the bus, we both sleep. heh. Den woke up, alight at the interchange and meet cousin and his frens. hahaha. this time my cousin really crazier. lols. Only me,Lisa,Cousin and his fren knows wat we are doing. hehehe. :D okok skip to this part. after dat, Send lisa to Cck interchange and she go home. den left me,my cousin and his fren. . talked2 and slack. AFter dat, go home around 7pm.

2009-08-14T19:30:00.003+08:00

Today, school as usual sux and bored. all the way play computer game at class. hahaha. we supposed to do our jobsheet but didnt do. play game instead. So class finished at 12.30. The rest go home first. except me and iskandar went to meet lisa and slack. So, talked2 and had fun. lol. Me and lisa decide to disturb Is. lol. we called him , 'Is ketam bola' hahaha. its like sajak siul the name. lol! But the fun thing is, lisa kept disturbing is again and again. LOL. she's like not satisfied with it. hahhaa. So at 2+, iskandar had to go enroll motor at bukit batok driving center(bbdc) . good luck man. :D So left me and lisa alone. We shared our problems and cried it out. hmm... after around 5+, we go home. :)

2009-08-13T20:02:00.002+08:00

If what was written for me
Is the best for you
Then will I remember you as
My most beautiful memory in my life
It won't be easy for me
To leave these footsteps in my life

They were engraved permanently
As the most beautiful memories in my life.
i think of you constantly,
for some reason i cant stop,
knowing that for always,
you'll forever have my heart,

why do i sleep by myself,
I'm alone in my bed,
i know I'll be thinking of you,
till the day i am dead,

I toss and turn; I'm restless.
I know I will not sleep;
(I know that I still think of you.
Do you still think of me?)

hais.

2009-08-11T17:58:00.004+08:00

dat time after ndp when ton wif fir and other frens at limbang park near cck. about 9 pple. :D heh, quite fun ar. but den sooner around 3 to 4 am, everyone gets tired and sleepy. and bored too. lol. But me,Kushairy and Jerom do something very stupid . :D lol. den around 3 or 4am+, i need my bed badly so i start to walk off and go home because my home is just near limbang park. hahaha. i pity them man. their home all so far. lols.

And yesterday went to jb again wif family. haha. This time is the worst traffic jam i ever saw when going home to sg. Around 6pm, my father had to go by second link bcos first link too much traffic jam. O.o and so, we are still stuck at second link near the pay toll there. The traffic jam is from the toll till second link custom. WOA. but fortunately, i reached sg around 11.30pm. :)

2009-08-09T09:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! hahahaha. :D

Jeez, its been so long time i didnt update my blog. :D well, yesterday from morning till night,

went to jb wif family and cousin for shopping and eat. :D hehe, cousin took pic for me while im drinking. -.-

hahaha. my new hair sux. but luckily i wear cap . ^^ . anyways, TODAY WHO GOT GO OUT SEE FIREWORKS? anyone??? ajak me ok? :D bb. i miss my friends :D and bby. meet u up soon.

2009-07-28T19:09:00.006+08:00

Woa today sian la at school. Lesson starts at 8am but i actually reached school around 10+cos waited for fir at cck interchange. dam la. he so long. hahaha.

So took bus 985 and in the bus we play cards. hah. Two retard pple play cards in the bus and the whole people in the bus look at us. lols. Maybe cause we're noisy playing cards. hahaha. who cares anyway.

Fir decide to eat at coffeeshop outside my school and he asked me to accompany him to eat. walao eh. i somemore late for class and u ask me to accompany u??! ahhhhhh. nvr mind la. best fren will always accompany. hahah. dam him.

After he eat 2 prata, he told me he wanna eat another 2 prata again. omg la. are u hungry ghost or wat? early morning eat so much prata. hahahahha.

So after accompany him eat, i go class and its already 10.15. wow. i wasted 2 hour+ just to wait for him at interchange and accompany him eat.. gah its ok. luckily today i'm not dat angry or wtsoever. And also luckily my teacher still marked my attendance '1' . :D heh. so good and nerd teacher i have. yay. can bully her. lol

During lesson, Iskandar and me go smoke at 3rd floor boy's toilet. And few mins later while smoking...., some discipline teacher from other course went up from 2nd floor to 3rd floor and saw us smoking. So we just throw away our ciggarete and RUN FROM HIM! HAHAHAHHA.

We go to the precision department and went down to first floor and go to our own course department and went up to 3rd floor. its like we run 1 big round of school and go back to class. lol

Fun siul we run away from discipline teacher. hahahhahaha!

So, after lesson, went to canteen and eat wif frens. And then slack outside school.
Den got another lesson starts at 1.30pm and finish at 4.30pm. and we go home. :)

And guess wat, while i was walking home from cck to my home, i met wif an accident but im still alive la. haha. Cos this chinese guy riding a motor hit me abit by his front motor wheels and kena my hips sia. luckily not dat pain ar. haiyo. And after he hit me, and he straight away went off without saying sorry or anything. cheebai. It's his fault lor. i cross the road using zebra crossing somemore sia........:(

2009-07-26T12:06:00.002+08:00

helllllllllooo! :) quite a long time i havnt update. hmm, yesterday around 1pm went to somerset to skate wif lutfi,aqim and john. Skate until 5pm i tink. heh. had fun wif u all! After skate, we went to bugis and eat! ;D My fren john treat us Bali thai restaurant. lol . omg la. he dam rich. haha. After eat, all of us seperate and go home. :) so reached home and bathe and get ready to play bowling again wif my frens haha. :) So dats all about yesterday. Bye bye . :(

2009-07-20T11:37:00.002+08:00

so, today morning i didnt go school cos i had fever which is 39.7? wow. quite high. so mom gave me panadols for me to rest. heh. but i play com instead of resting. haha. and Fir called me if i go school today or not, but i said no. So he told me he wanna come under my block later to visit me awhile. aww. thanks bro. :) Anyway, im quite busy ar these few days. cant post alot. bye bye. have a nice day people. :) and bby, happy 6 months with u. hehee. so much love i get from u!

2009-07-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

I JUST CUT MY HAIR INTO MULLET! D: hahahahhaa. So, just now at 7+, i called naidi and ask him wat hairstyle is suitable for me, so yeah, he said mullet ar.. wth. ok, den i go nearest barber shop near my house and ask the uncle to cut my hair to mullet, and guess wat, my freaking long hair turned into like almost botak! D: D: Walao, kinda regret ar cut hair. haha. but nvr mind, my hair grow fast within a week. :) So anyways, i will be not often online these few days because i need to buck up my studies too. i've been playful during school times, but now, its time for me to be really serious. :) ok bye

Ps: TO THE FUCKING SPAMMER, Hope one day, i know who u are. :)

2009-07-09T18:07:00.002+08:00

THIS IS FOR FUCKING SPAMMERS WHO SPAM MY BLOG and trying to disturb me!

SERIOUS SHIT AR SIAL! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO DISTURB MY LIFE! COmmon la sial. fucking spammers go and die ok? korang peh puki peh mak tak ajar korang isap konek bulu bapak kau per sial??!! AHHH!!!!!!!!! pls la, ur just a coward spammer who doesnt even have NERVES TO PUT UR REAL FUCKTARD NAME. Once I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, Your totally dead ok? i mean it. your dead if once i know who u are! I'll make sure Your both arms are chopped by my friends and put the fucking dog shit in your face you faggot! GET A LIFE OK?

2009-07-08T19:14:00.003+08:00

so im back to school today. my first day of new term. ahaks. well, kinda bored ar. teacher nvr teach us because many of my classmates and including me still havnt bought some books yet. so just relaks at class and hear songs and talk crap wif frens.. haha. So, after 12.30, i went home alone just to meet gurlfie again outside cck stadium. after dat, feeling high and there wif her. ok i skip this part. -_- after send her home, i received a call from some stupid guys trying to prank call me. -.- wtf are you all? humans or wat siul? grow up la.........-.- dats all, and im still tired.

bby ILY! :D

2009-07-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

1. Real Name: Khairi
2. Nickname : kid
3. Age: going to 18 on dec? :( sad la. :(
Horoscope: sagittarius
5. Male or Female: male
6. Elementary: kindergarten
7. Middle School: princess elizabeth primary
8. High School: greenridge secondary
9. College School: Ite bukit batok
10. Hair colour: dark brown but only visible on sunlight. O.o
11. Long or Short: both
12. Loud or Quiet: both
First Kiss: when i was born and kissed by parents :)
First Pet: My Big fat tortoise named turtle! :D
29. First Big Vacation: i don't know? australia i tink
30. First Love At First Sight: i tink so la
31. First Big Birthday: 3/12/08
32. First Surgery: lol. no
33. First sport you joined: soccer
34. Orange or Apple juice: Apple juice.
35. soul or Rap: Rap
36. Country or Screamo: SCrEAAAMO!!! ^_^
.37. Ne-yo or david archuleta: lol. none. I tink bless the fall better
38.Britney Spears or Taylor swift: hmm, taylor swift. her songs nice.
39. Night or Day: Night, is very romantic when go out wif gf ^^
40. Sun or Moon: Moon :D
41. TV or Internet: Internet la sia :D if i got internet, i can do watever i want. ^^
42. Candy or Chocolate: Chocolate. more nicer den candy! :)
43. Kiss or hug: BOTH
44. Iguana or turtle: turtle le. they cute and super slow. ^^
45. Spider or bee: i like spiders! ^^
P46. Fall or spring: i dunnoe?
47. Limewire or iTunes: itunes. limewire like shit la
.48. Soccer or swimming: soccer
49. Eating: hotdog
50. Drinking: bubble tea :)
51. Excitement level: too happy and too high
52. I’m about to: text my gf
53. Listening to: bless the fall- guys like you make us look bad
54. Plan for today: rest well
55. Waiting for: money from dad to buy concession pass for ez link >_<
56. Energy Level: almost tired
57. Thinking of someone: YES. gf ^^
58. Want kids? : OFFF COS!!! ^^ hahaha
59. Want to get married?: YAAAA!!! ^_^
60. When? : When im 24 years old, and shes 20 . yay
61. How many kids do you want?: at least 2 will do. if many2, later hard for expenses in the future.. chey2. lol
62. Any name on the mind: fara
63. What did you want to be when you were little : a police. :(
64. Careers in mind: i would like to be a sportsman. :)
65. Mellow future or wild: wild
66. Something you would never try: wat thing? lol
67. When do you want to die: fuck you la. haha
68. Lips or Eyes: both
69. Romantic or Funny?: both
70. Shorter or Taller?: both
71. Protective or Caring?: not so protective but i prefer caring too
72. Romantic or Spontaneous?: both
73. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: She got the nice body ^^ hahaha
74. Sensitive or Loud?: Sensitive? bcos i am one? -.-
84. Broken someone’s heart: ya. :( sad for them.
85. Had your heart broken: yes, very. it feels like wanna stab myself wif a knife
86. Been arrested: ya, by police when i was playing fire. dat time i was sec 2. lol. how stupid i am.
87. Cried when someone died: ya, my grandfather, :*(
88. Liked a friend more than a friend: O.o i dun get it. girlfriend ar u mean?
89. Do you believe in yourself: i do
90. Miracles: i dunno.
91. Love at first sight: i tink so.
92. Heaven: yaaaaaaaaa i wan go heaven. :( but idk if i can go. boohoooo
93. Santa Claus: lame la this fucker. it doesnt even exist.
94. Tooth Fairy: this one also lame.
95. Kiss in the first date: i wan to, but she shy. :P
96. Angels: yea
97. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: gf only. :)
98. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: well, abit ar.
99. Do you believe in God?: yes of cos.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people :

1) fara
2) ikin
3) shasha
4) aisha
5) vincent
6) aqilah
7) human
8) human
9) human
10)AND HUMAN :D

2009-07-07T19:20:00.003+08:00

I had fun today! hehe. thanks to someone. ^^ oh yeah, tomorrow wednesday im going back to sch after having 2 days mc since monday. i had flu and fever man!. :( but i'm ok now. :) jeez, i miss my frens! gonna see them tomorrow! yay. :) Oh ya, and to dat fucking hater on my blog, get a life ok? go fuck ur mom or dad la! hate me u want.. son of the bastard -.-

2009-06-30T16:56:00.006+08:00

Dam, i misss all my friends so much! arhhh.. especially these people...they rocks man! :)

our last year shisha outing together :D and thats me sheesha-ing on the first pic. ^^

ps: hais.. i just dun understand why people like to disturb my life! fuck these people!! ARG!!

2009-06-29T21:42:00.002+08:00

hmmm, it looks like holidays for secondary schools are over and started already. so good for u all. but my ite still got 1 more week holiday. D: verryy boring EH! cb. always sit at home play com. hais....................i wan go out also sian already. alamak. and i really trying to do something good to change myself. im trying to quit smoking. hmm.. its been 2 weeks i nvr smoke and my mind keeps telling me not to smoke again! yay! hahaha. good boy. lol. but who noes, when my school reopens again, i started to smoke again. O.o dam! must think positive. ^^

2009-06-24T13:19:00.005+08:00

jeez, im quite tired today. heh. yesterday went to jb wif my family, my gf's family and my fren's family. total 3 families . wake up at 6.15 and message gf to wake up and get ready to go jb. :D hahah. So i got ready and left house wif family. met the other's at jb and eat breakfast at restaurant called 'singgah selalu' . so at there, i ate 2 birds. O.o . not chicken but bird. lol. I EAT BURUNG IN THE MORNING. hahahahha. so after had breakfast, went to daiman bowl. The ladies play 3 game only but the guys play 10 games. muhahahha. my gf waited for us to finish bowling until she fall asleep in one corner sia. aww.. pity2. :D hehe. so after bowling, went to restaurant again called,'secret recipe' . the food there very delicious i tell u.! i order chicken lasagna. :) so while waiting for my food to come, my gf and me had eye contacts and some communication across each other. Cos we are like quite far from each other. the guys sit wif guys, the ladies sit together wif each other. but i sit facing my gf. :) heh. but her brother and my friend block me from looking at her. grrr.. they block using the menu book. walao eh. hahaha.

after eating, all of us seperate and go shopping awhile. Me, my gf's two brothers, my friend, and our fathers shop together. haha. the ladies dunno go where. So i bought a formal shirt which cost 159 ringgit. After buy the shirt, straight away i wear it. hahahaha. because i really had to change my shirt because the shirt im wearing is wet due to perspiration of playing bowling. haha, so after change, gf's big brother disturb me and say that,'u ready to meet ur juliet izzit? wear so formal. lol' ahahah.. so after that, went eat macdonalds and go home. and i still managed to call gf before i sleep even though im still way toooo tired. :)

ily syg!

2009-06-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

26 mins more for my 5 mnth anni! weee. heh. cant wait cant wait!! :P anyway, just post abit fast and short post bout today, well today morning met up wif afiq(my gf's brother) first at cck around 10.30 at near lot 1 today. cos we planned to play bowling again. :) so met him and off to bukit batok and meet bukhari too cos he wanna follo us n play. :)

the three of us very tired to walk to bukit batok civil service club while caryying our bowling balls. dang. heavy. :( havnt reach there already sweat alot. :( after 10 mins of walking, finally reached the place and book a lane to play. :)

we played 5 games first, den on our 2nd game, my gf came wif her family to play with us too. weeee. i'm glad to see her . heh. so after finish our 5th game, afiq's father pay for us to play another extra 2 games. sheesh. so total i played 7 games? tired man ! :D but nvr mind, as long i see bby, i nvr get tired. :P huhu ^^

so our games ended at around 3.45pm. woa. quite long sia. we start at 11am and ends at 3.45pm?? hmm.. after that, afiq went home wif his family and my bby too. :(

and i go home take mrt while carrying a 14 pound bowling ball wif a bag. :( when i reached home, i straight away on my bed and take a rest. :)

i tink dats all. bye bye.

oh ya, ily bby! :D

Updating ! :D

2009-06-16T18:08:00.005+08:00

Hi marshmallows .

Cookie monster here ! :D
I'm updating for hubby cos he say he lazy to update ! lawls .
I seriously have nothing to say but since I'm bored , I guess posting here may get rid of boredome . :D
okay, now i really have nothing to say .
I had to crack my brain just to post at my own blog . yikes .
Guess i have to crack it again to post here .
* thinking * thinking *
Damn . Brain juice not enough .
I'm being super lame laahs . hehe .

15 minutes has passed and I'm still staring blankly at the computer screen , hoping that something will pop up in my head . :D

I'm taking my leave now . :)

My brain just burst . xP

goodbye all .

- ♥ faraaa !

ily dear . :)

2009-06-14T12:42:00.005+08:00

yesterday morning at 11:45, met iskandar and his 2 brothers at lot 1 just to watch movie. we watched monsters vs aliens. hahah. cute show and funny tho. ^^ well, the movie only last for about 1 hour 15 mins i guess? very short show but worth it too. :)

anyway, after watch movie wif them, we go our seperate ways. iskandar and his 2 brothers go hangout at teckwhye while i go home and take a nap first. And by the time i wake up its around 4pm+ heh, had a verry good nap ^^

And at night around 9pm, my family and my frens (including their parents 2) went to jurong play bowling ^^ hahaa. fun la play wif them. nvr get tired too. dats all. bye bye

2009-06-12T18:09:00.002+08:00

hello hello hellooooooooooooooo. holiday seeems so boring to me la. all i can do is just eat, sleep, play com, watch tv, text bby, skate, and hangout. >_< nothing tooooooo dooooooooo. :( well tomorrow at last im going out wif my ite classmates. some of them only. we will watch movie tomorrow! WEEHEE. :D lol anyone wanna join us? just msn me or text me will do. :)

anyway, last nite i had a veryyyyyyyy super nice dream. hahahha. i dream of driving a sport car but i forget wat model of the car. sheesh. :( hahaha. and the weirdest thing is, my gf is beside me in the car. hahahahah! and everytime i go speeding, i get pinched real hard by her. :( well. its just a dream. hahahaha. serious sia. i tink i miss her so much. very long nvr meet her. hmm.

well, im still confused about the deferment of ns. the good news is, i will be repeating next year for my ite. muhahhahahaha. normally people get scolded by their parents or watsoever if they were to repeat for ite, but i nvr get scolded by them sia. :D i give a good fcking reason and said dat ,'im not ready for ns next year' hahahah! anyway, if i repeat for next year ite, must i defer ns or nt ar? hmm.

dats all. bye bye pple. I miss u all! :D especially YOU BBY. ily

2009-06-05T23:21:00.003+08:00

helllooo guys... the whole of Thursday morning till night i went to Johor wif my cousin, family and friends just to have fun at Johor. First, we had breakfast at 'singgah selalu' around jb. i order roti telur, but when the food come, it is actually roti prata telur! HAHAHAHAHA!. cos i didnt know malaysia type of malay language dat well. hahahaha. so after we all eat our breakfast, we go the newest shopping center around jb and play 10 games of bowling until very2 tired man!! hahahha. all of our arms very cramp! hahaa. we throw our bowling ball until cannot throw alreaddy. hahhaa. and after finish bowling, we had our lunch first. i cannot eat because im too tired. hmm.. so i just order drinks instead. after we all had lunch, my cousin, me and my other 3 frens (only boys) play paintball. WOOHOOOOOOOOO . im veryy veryy happpy cos we all had to play 100 bullets of paintball each. :)

So we team up. Only me and my cousin on the same team while my frens on the other team. So the game start and we started to shoot. :D My cousin go chiong first and he kena shoot. HAHAHAHA. and the referee ask him to leave the place cos its the rules. whoever kena shoot, must leave the paintball arena. lol. so i hide behind the wooden wall while waiting for them to come at my base. i hide and hide, but they still wont come out. So i alone go their base and also i kena shoot! HAHAHAH!. somemore my fren go shoot my body which is not covered wif vest, some sort around my hips. very pain sial! Now i got blue black at that part. hahahaha. :( so i guess i donnt type about this paintball game thingy,cos got alot of things to say. ahahah.

after play paintball, we all go shopping buy our own stuff. around 2 hour+ shopping, we go home. :) and after that, I STRAIGHT away go to my bed and sleep! hahahahahha. :D

Bby. i miss you so much. :( i really do hais............

2009-06-03T00:20:00.003+08:00

It was not so long ago
when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control
Believing I'd never fall.

All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice but to accept my fate.

I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.

You once told me
you were happier before you met me
I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go to make you happy .
I can't hold on much longer
Cause for us there's no forever...

2009-06-03T00:06:00.002+08:00

You have brought to my summer; thunder
& into my winter you've pulled the sun
melting the ice of silence where words
to be said stood with endless dots...
for you've rained love over every dry spot

pushing my thoughts to wonder about the real you
cuz these feelings you lit, too amazing to be true
yet it's beyond your Shadow where i dream to die
under the reflection of your moon, color of your sky
between these graves of your immortal lands
I'd give my soul so your love spirits stand

And underneath your presence, where mine lies
beyond the warm kisses & the arms of your eyes
I desire your heart to own, and life to clutch
cuz I swear to heaven I do love you so much

2009-06-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

i like this music video alot. :) the lyrics suit me well. :)

about today, i went to sch just to sign my debarment form.hahaha. i confirm repeat next year for 6 months. heh :D lol. it's because that i dont wanna go ns on next year first! :( IM NOT PREPARED TO GO NS!!! :( that is why i pretend to fail my (microcontroller module) hahaha.

good luck those who nvr repeat and graduate ite this year. and good luck on ns for next year! HAH!

2009-06-01T23:50:00.002+08:00

AQILAH, THX FOR CHEERING ME UP ONCE AGAIN. You really did it this time! ahh! :D i didnt expect someone to cheer me up late at nite today. it's like all of a sudden, ur here by my side. all i just wanna say is, thx! :) i can finally can think properly and let all of my sadness feelings disappear if ur here by my side.! :) TYTYTYTYTYTY. AHHHH!! :D AQILAH AQILAH all the way! hahahah ;D i wished ur here wif me 24 hours. lol

2009-06-01T11:38:00.003+08:00

well, these holidays i dont blog often and im very2 sorrrrryyyy cos i started to work at ford car factory as a stock check. haha ^^ the pay quite good enuf for me to buy things for myself. :) and i really2 miss all of my frens...:( including her very much... hais..........i'm still waiting for the day of her to be free. gosh.

2009-05-26T19:31:00.003+08:00

hais. I swear school is fucking stress for me. i have alot of works to do. my assignment havn't do. i failed two practical test and i need to retest. and somemore i need to retest my theory test cos i didnt attend my theory lesson to take it. AND SOMEMORE MY BIG FUCKING PROJECT NEED TO finish it by this week! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. school stress sial. hais.. i wish i get debarment from my course. hahaha! so that next year can skip ns first. :P hope so ar. but i surely get scolded if i get debarment? hmmmmmmmmm. serious siaaaaa. i just wanna release my fcking stress!!!!!!!

and yeah, yesterday nite, fir went under my block just to give me a cd to burn for him some games. -_- and we lepak2 for awhile. talk crap and stuff. and he smoke until want to vomit, wtf? haha. he really vomit sia, den i saw his vomit, and i also vomit. cb. lol. i really cannot see pple vomit . haiyo.. -.-

2009-05-24T14:04:00.002+08:00

IM BORED. SERIOUSLY BORED.!!! i have no money to go out or watsoever. hais!!

i need to go out of the house la!! walao eh........ :( and yeah, my napfa test is tmr. omg........ hais... i must get gold for this year! because if i get gold, i no need for 3 months at tekong if i ns. :) and besides, if i never get to get another course for next year ite, i will go ns during january 2010. hais... i must really spend time wif u all! :(

2009-05-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

Let me tell you about a game i play,
Where I close my eyes and fade away
I float away to a special place
Beyond the stars and moon and space
In this special place you see
There are only two people - just you and me
In this place, all is right
Nothing but love, and we never fight
In this place, there is no sadness
No cells, no courts, none of that madness
No rules to follow, no laws to break
No bars to hold us or seperate
No one to tell us we can't kiss or touch
I don't just tell you ''i Love you'', but instead i show you how much
But eventually the game must end
My eyes must open, and reality sets in
But someday soon, i'm not sure when
I will close my eyes and play my game again.

This is the quite sad poem i created myself when i feel depressed and lonely...
:(

i really miss you girl. ur not the girl i used to know. :( ur always bz wif ur stuff. :(

2009-05-18T14:20:00.002+08:00

well, today i actually didnt go school. tired man.. hais. oh yea, last wed went to lepak wif fir and frens at cck. until around 10+. he bring me tour around haunted places around cck. wtf man. hahaha. quite scary i tell u. the first tour he bring me to one multi-story carpark. he bring me until 3rd floor, only me and him at the carpark. and the place was very very creeeepyyyy. it's like someone is watching us. i can feel the coldness around there. haha. so we went down back and out of the carpark. and he bring me to one playground which is quite behind the carpark. and the playground is full of trees? omg la.. haha. den somemore the place is fking dark. den he ask me to sit at the bench near the playground. for about 5 mins, i heard something but idk wat it is. so i can't tahan and ask fir to go other places. hahahhaa. so we walked and pass the old kranji military camp i tink? as we walk, fir ask me to look at inside the window of the camp. i was like, ' i hope i didnt see anything when i look at the windows' hahahaha. yeah, in the end i did saw some shadows. so i got freaked out more. lol. so he send me back to busstop cos i said i wanna go home and its late already. by the time we finish tour, its around 10.30pm. hahah. i dun wanna go home late, scaryyyyyyyyy. :(

bby happy 4 months! ily more. :D

2009-05-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY. AHHH

i will never be free weekdays. haiyo. school always have project. so fcked up ar.. i feel like quitting school. hais. but wat to do. .. as i say already, i just come sch for frens. :( i don't mind i get debarment from school. i dont give a damn of school anymore. stupid cb teachers. -.- well, except some ar. some very good to me. :)

well, i really miss some of my frens rite now especially aqilah, sasha jiran, my bestie ikin, and some of u. sorry i got too much names to mention. haha. but these are the only close ones right now. hmm. but of cos i miss my dearest gerl more. :) hmmm.. i really looking forward to june holiday, cos got so many plans and vacations for me. yay. :D few more weeks and its JUNE HOLIDAY. woohoo. :D

Eh haters, common la. u can write any nick names of fucking shit and post stupid comments bout me, but watever u do, think properly la before u write anything. i can even know who u are by tracking ur GOD DAMN STUPID INTERNET IP u morons. bodoh sial. hais. kenape la orang bodoh ni mcm tk pakai otak?

2009-05-08T19:16:00.002+08:00

sorry for not posting la.. walao.
hahaha.. been very busy again this few weeks. hais. and things is making me so stressful. so i just take a break first.

about today, we got soccer match of ite (electronics course) interclass. haha. we won the first year student. heh. 4-2. very tiring sia......den somemore the field very hot. the sun is facing us. hais. i almost can get dehydration . hmm.

after soccer, we all bathe together. haha. boys only. :D all of us naked hahahahaha. see each other thing. lmao. okok i stop talking bout this. haha. den went home take bus, fall asleep until it reach cck interchange, the bus driver wake me up la siul.! hahahahha. den take bus 307. must wait for at least 15 mins. -___- so tiring somemore. hais... and now im really out of money for any saturday plans wif frens. alamak. shit.

i really need to work . :(

faraaaaa imy!~

2009-05-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

today i got temporary work as kendarat at malay wedding. hahahha. i work with my cousins at bukit batok. . :) the whole day today we carry plates and place it at the (so-called-kitchen) at the back of the malay wedding. kinda tired also ar. but its fun. haha. cos wif my cousins. :)

den a few hours later, got alot of mat motors wif their harley davidsons motor. omg laa.... about 20 pple of mat motors. :O all so old sia. hahahahha. but their motor harley davidson siul! OMG. all sound like bom. lol. very loud until my ear drum can abit burst. hahahah! and followed by kuda kepang and in between is the bride and the groom. :) very nice sia. haha.. i could have take pics of just now sia. but my hp inside my bag and my bag is inside my cousin's car. lol. how sia. :(

hahah. so at around 5pm, we started to pack our things and get ready to go home. and yay, all of us got a free ride home by my kakak sedare. :D wee. haha. no need waste ez-link. hah. and total i get today was only $50. just nice to buy things for my gf and myself.

well dats all. bye.

and to someone, i miss the old times. hais.

2009-05-02T09:39:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY FRIDAY LABOUR DAY very boring!!

The whole day yesterday i never go out sia.. sit at home and rot. hais. watch tv the whole day. kinda bored rite? aiyo. and yea, today planning to go peninsula with iskandar to accompany him buy something uh. den afterthat idk where to go. hmm. any plans to go out wif me anybody? hmm

and i still yet to meet my bestie ikin. hehehe. :D

2009-04-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOO EVERYONEEEEEE! IM BACK!!
hahahahahhaa

jeez, time have been running so fast and i also have not enough time to update my own blog. aiyo. many pple been asking me to update my blog. -.- okok la. hahaa. i very quite bz la these few days. u guys wanna noe busy wif wat? wif school la. aiyo. school sucks la. i hate school. actually i quite like school but i only go school not to study but to meet my friends only. hahha. meeting friends and talk to them is more fun then study siul. haiyo. life is so boring to me. everyday must study study study! . tsk tsk.

so yeah about today,
schoooOOOOOOOL IS BORING AS USUAL WIF MY FUCKED UP TEACHER FACE, MR RAJU. HAHAHAHA

looking at him can make me fall asleep. hais.

bby i miss u :D

2009-04-24T10:42:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i think i need to get away,
pack all my things,
get on a plane,
head off alone one summer day,
Never looked back at the town i called home,
Maybe visit california, i hear its nice there
in the summer, but all the waves and sunset shores
would just make me miss you more.

Did you know how much you meant to me?
Did you know i still carry our memories?
Did you know letting go for me wasn't easy?

Just tell me you're doing okay.
I cant help but think of you every single day
And i know that it's hard when i'm miles away from you.
But i know we'll be together some day.
i really miss the times we share our happiness together.
Oh i miss you.

And every relationship i've ever been in
Has fallen apart at the seams.
And i'm just afraid i've been singing about love
but i'll never find out what it means
And if i was honest about what the problem is
i'd have to admit that it's me
i'm just trying to live up to all that you want
me to be.

i need you here now, more than ever before.
if your not by my side, then tell me what's life
is so meaning to me?

2009-04-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

TODAY AT SCHOOL IS A SCARY DAY FOR EVERYONE!!! A GHOST STORY THAT POSSESED ME. ITS TRUE

during my 2nd lesson of the day today, my teacher teach us so boring. and some of us started to fall asleep. and i also start to fall asleep. den suddenly, some weird thing happened to me. i was dreaming and im in wonderland. but actually my real body of myself was actually possessed by a ghost. WTF. all my frens told me dat, i wake up from sleep and my two eyeballs all become white. and my voice is not my normal voice, its a very scary manly ghost voice tat says something. and my fren iskandar whisper to my ear and ask the ghost name first. and the ghost inside my body replied, 'iman' or something. iskandar nt sure bout this. den iskandar told the ghost to get out of my body and get ur way back home. and the ghost came out of my body.. and i suddenly feel very weak and i realised that, all of my classmates looked at me and surround me. and asked if i am ok or nt.. and i said, 'my body just feel very weak'

and all of my classmates told me that i was possesed by a man ghost. omg.... i freak out man.
This is my first time encountered possessed for 18 years of my life.! ahhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-19T10:46:00.002+08:00

I am down wif FEVER AGAIN!. fuck. :(

2009-04-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

If you hear this wherever you are
Just know i need you here
I need you near me now
You were brighter than the pale white moon
Reflected in your eyes
So i guess it's no surprise
I can't forget you
No matter what i do

I will always carry you in my heart
You'll always be my shooting star
Autumn days will fade away
But memories will always stay the same
I'm hoping you will never change
Don't ever change

I just need to slow down for awhile
I'm missing your warm smile
And the way you used to say
''stay with me till the daylight breaks'
No matter what it takes
Just say you'll stay

I will always carry you in my heart
You'll always be my shooting star
Autumn days will fade away
But memories will always stay the same
I'm hoping you will never change
dont ever change...

ily the way u are.
:)

2009-04-16T15:23:00.001+08:00

hais. today really2 sick sey. i had a fever and temperature was 42 degrees. wth. and this morning went to clementi private doctor . and had 2 injections on my arms. wth.... not one but two. lol. i gotta rest. bye

imy fara

2009-04-15T15:16:00.001+08:00

today school, bored as usual sia.. actually i have fever . but i just go to school. went home half day today. :(

ntg much bout today.

2009-04-14T18:35:00.002+08:00

haiyooo... today school boring siul... went theory lesson but we didnt concentrate wat the teacher taught us. hahahhaa. instead all the way talk until lesson finish. :) hais. kinda bored la. den somemore i forgot to bring enough money for my lunch break. :( so didnt eat. iskandar also never eat. hahah. jiwe wif me. ^^ only me, auni, nana, and iskandar left. the rest all malay go home already. hais. so we 4 go out from school awhile and sit down at some table under the block. chat2 and stuff. cos nothing to do. my break last for 1 hour. hais.

after lunch break, go back school again for practical lesson. haiyo. my practical lesson very troublesome la. do this, do that. all about computer stuff. subject is 'microcontroller' you all dunno one la.. :P so we supposed to end at 6pm today, but teacher let us go at 5 :D good or wat? haha. cos i tink we behave la. thats why. the class too bored. mostly my chinese classmates play game on the computer and some of dem sleep. that's why quite silent today. hmm.

i really miss holiday now. hahaha. cos idk why i start to hate school. ok la, actually i didnt hate school. but i hate study ! :D hahaha. so dats all for today. hais. so tired.

and bby, pls stop ur sports activities la.
u been complaining tat u have heart problem. pls tc of yourself.

2009-04-11T18:42:00.003+08:00

QUIZ. -.-

10 "Are you's "

- Single : No
- Happy : no .
-Bored : very.
- Fair : im brown like chris brown :D.
- Italian : Nope .
- Intelligent : Medium .
- Honest : no .
- Nice : depends in situation .
- Irish : No
- Asia : YES

9 facts

-Nickname : Kid, khai
-Birthplace : Kandang Kerbau :]
-Hair colour : Dark brown
-Natural hair style : Emo -.-
-Eye colour : Dark brown
-Birthday : 3rd december 1991
-Mood : very sad and moody
- Favourite Colour : black and white , red .
-one place you'd like to visit : Germany

10 things about my love life.
1.Have you ever been in love - Yes
2.Do you believe in love at first sight - yeah
3.Do you currently hav a crush - crush? for wat? im attached somemore wan crush. -.-
4.Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes
5.Have you ever broken someone's heart - Maybe ?
6.Have you ever had your heart broken - Yes, i swear it kills. :(
7.Have you ever liked someone without telling them - yes .
8.Are you afraid of commitment - yes
9.Who was the last person you hugged - my bestfriend
10.Who was the last person you said ily to - Her..

10 This Or Thats
1.Love or lost - Love
2.Hard liquor or beer -Hard liquor
3.Cat or dog - Cats
4.A few best friends or alot of regular friends - Both.
5.Creamy or crunchy - creamy.
6.Pencil or pen - Pencil , you can erase mistakes but pen you leave a mark.
7.Wild night out or romantic night out - Romantic night out
8.Money or happiness - i prefer happiness, even if we are rich, no happy for wat? :(
9.Night or Day -night.
10.IM or phone - Both

10 'HaveYouEvers'

1.Been caught sneaking out - Yes
2.Seen a polar bear - duh
3.Done something you regret - yeah
4.Bungee jumped - yep
5.Ate food that fell on the floor - Yes .
6.Finish entire jawbreaker - wtf siul ni?
7.Been caught naked - hahahah yea. :D they see my thing. lmao
8.Wanted an ex gf/bf back - i wan but, no hope.
9.Cried because you lost a pet - cry for wat? its just a pet. :P
10.Wanted to disappear - haha, disappear? lame la. -.-

10 preferences in a partner.

1.Eyes or smile - both
2.Light or dark hair -dark
3.Kisses or hugs- both
4.Shorter or taller - taller or shorter also i dun mind wat. -.-
5.Intelligent or attraction - both
6.Topman or Zara - i only wan them to be sexy :P
7.Funny or serious - BOTH
8.Older or Younger -younger :)
9.Outgoing or quiet - outgoing
10.Sweet or Bad - BOTH

10 'HaveYous'

1.performed in front of a large crowd -Yes
2.ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yea, max is 6 hours
3.ever walked on hands -No
4.ever been to a rock concert - yes!
5.ever been in a cheerleading team - lol.. no
6.ever been in a dance team - no, i dont dance. but i booty shaking,. ahahahah! ikin teach me :P
7.ever been in a sports team - yeap, bowling. -.-
8.ever been in a drama play/production - No .
9.ever owned a BMW/Mercedes Benz/Escalade/Hummer/Bently -Nope .
10.ever been in a rap video - no. -.-

10 'Lasts'

1.last phone call you made - amelia
2.Last person you hugged - amelia
3.last person you hung out with - Amelia. lol
4.last time you worked - Long john silver at causeway point! hahahahah!
5.last person you talked to - amelia
6.last person you IM'd - ain
7.last person you texted - amelia
8.last person you went to a movie with - cousin, and best fren
9.last person/thing you missed - amelia. lol
10.last website visited - frenster

bye.

2009-04-11T13:07:00.004+08:00

So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin,
I'll start from my heart,
and what I feel within.
I still have feelings,
which haven't changed,
because when you left me
my life was re-arranged.
I used to cry
so many times a day,but lately those tears
have been fading away.I am hoping that
my brighter day soon will come,and maybe,
just maybe,
I'll find that special someone.
Yes, it's been hard,but I'm getting back my life,
I've even managed
to put away the knife.I will find someone
who's right for me,who loves me
and lets me be all I can be.
Yet the thought of you and him,is tearing me apart,
because you will always have a special place
in my broken heart.
Do I still love you?Yes, I do,but another part of me
is getting over you.
I never thought I would say this,but I simply have to confess,
with each and every day that goes by,I love you less and less.
I just wanted to be with you,but now you're gone,and the time has come
for me to move on.You meant so much to me,in fact,
you still do,from the bottom of my heart,I loved you too.

2009-04-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

aiyoyoyo, monday start school already. hais. 3 weeks holiday gonna end soon. :( but nvr mind la. can meet my frens again. heh. cannot wait to start school also. :)

WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS IM GONNA AIM/DO
:Bully teacher
:making frens (april intake ite)
:destroy teacher property
:vandalise school canteen
:Do school project about aids so that i can get $150 again yay!
:skip school always so that i can have time wif bby :)
:maybe work?

heh. idk why i wanna work, cos im always run out of money. :( i need to buy something sey.
and somemore i need to buy big2 things for bby which i promise her. i need money to save
for my car lisence or buy car after get lisence. i need money to buy school things.

waa.. everything need money. hais.

and psst, i miss you.
u noe who u are.

2009-04-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

hahah. today funnn man... went out wif cousin and iskandar. hahahha. 3 of us go watch movie at cathay. hahah. i treat them movie tickets since i got $150 today.. we meet at 1:45pm at dover. den went off to cathay. :) watch MALL COP. hahahahha. super funny siul the movie. the movie about a security guard fall in love wif a salesgirl, and somemore he had a security fren dat somehow close to him, but in the end, his fren turned out to be the leader of the terrorist. trying to takeover the mall. den the terrorist kidnap the salesgirl and other people including his daughter. and the main character, 'mallcop' trying to save the hostages in a funny way. hahahhah. so funny siul how he save the rest and take out 1 by 1 terrorist. hahha. i all the way in the cinema laugh out loud. :D

after movie, iskandar had to go home, so left me and cousin. den i go shop for my clothes and jeans. den go home. had a fun time today. :)

and whoever trying to disturb my fara, pls fck off la. nobody can break us apart. :)

2009-04-05T14:53:00.003+08:00

Weeeee, yesterday night went to play bowling wif my family, my frens, and my gerl's family. hehe. so yeah, my bby at first was moody before she play bowling. so i cheered and make her smile when she play bowling. hahahaha. :) cheer up la fara. :D heh.

and today morning my cousin go home. :( i wake up only he was not at my home. :( how sad.
nvr mind la, monday can go out because my cheque of $150 will be transferred to my bank
account on this monday. woohoo. :) who wanna go out wif me? i blanja la. anything just call me.
:)

bye bye

2009-04-04T19:06:00.002+08:00

Bz ar these days.. haha. bye bye :D

2009-03-29T14:59:00.004+08:00

You Are Smart and Curious

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

Lol, i was way too bored so i find a meaning for my name. Oo and it came out like this. :O

nice anyway :)

2009-03-28T15:42:00.002+08:00

weee! Today noon at 12+ went lot 1 and meet iskandar,syahidah, syahidah's sister and her sister bf. went lot 1 for watching movie title The unborn. hahah. in the cinema theater, we thought only got 5 of us watch the movie, hahahh. we had super fun man.! The movie start only, got some part very scary. hahahh. and me and syahidah shout out loud. hahahah! the rest all laugh at us. lol! i actually scared of ghost movie. but this one i inside the cinema somemore. wif the sound effect that fucking made me shout cos im scared. hahahahah! so yeah, the story is about the girl who actually have a twin brother, but the twin brother is not even born yet. and he's dead. the ghost of her twin brother want revenge of her sister. O.o
dont ask me why cos i not concentrating the movie, hahahah. and i sit in the middle of my frens, cos i dun wan to sit at the end of them. cos who noes beside me got unknown person. hahahaha. so yeah, the show ends at 2 hours plus i tink. and also during the movie, they go throw popcorn at each other sia. and somemore i sit in the middle. also kena popcorn. hahahahah. cheebai la dey. hah. after the movie finish, i stand up only, got alot of popcorn at my jeans. walao. somemore sticky. hah. den we all go outside lot 1 and continue our food fight cos got alot of popcorns left for each person. so i take revenge on whoever throw at me just now during the movie. and we started a food fight on popcorn. -.- lols. so yeah. after dat, chill and relaks, and go home. :)

2009-03-27T22:28:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA! :D HOPE U LIVE LONG AND HAVE A HAPPY LIFE :D HEHEH

STAY HOT AND SEXY. HAHAHAH. :)

2009-03-26T17:33:00.005+08:00

Lol its been so long i never wrote a poem for someone i love. now here it is.

I can't wait to see you,I can't wait to kiss you,
These last few days, oh how i have missed you.
Your tender touch and your gentle smile,
the way you do things with such a style.
I'll be there soon so don't you frown,
I'll be by your side in time for us to lie.
Lie as we sleep, holding each other so tight
Showing how we love, all through the night.
You know how i feel, so strongly it's true,
Now listen closely as i say this to you.
My love i have prayed for a girl like you,
My love I will cherish, till the time we are through,
I know it's sometimes hard, as the world does not see,
The beauty that is shared between you and me.
I will promise to you, that I'll give you my all,
I'll be the one to catch you, whenever you shall fall.
I have said this out load, as i have whispered it to you.
You are my happily ever after, as i hope i can be for you.

And yesterday afternoon till today afternoon, i went crazy chat wif ikin! hahahha.
For two straight days i been chatting crazy and non stop wif her. omg. i just love laughing! ^^
And shes totally crazy girl. laugh here and there. jokes here and there as well. ^^
talk about booty shaking and some bloody funny stuff on msn. hahahahhaa
i swear u make my tummy pain by laughing ,ikin! You rocks to the core my friend!

And my 3 weeks holiday, its kinda boring for me. i miss my friends ! ahhhhh!!

2009-03-24T18:43:00.002+08:00

today went bowling wif gf and frens. ^^ had so much fun la today. 6 people play bowling. me, nadiah, nizam, hafiz, and 2 of nizam's fren idk their name. they very funny :D haha. one of nizam's fren had very low score on bowling, and he was like very stress. hahahahhaha. then me and hafiz saw his hand was like gonna press the strike thing when his turn later. he was like super stress la his face! HAHAHAHAHAH. den we all make fun of him. lmao. funny la he. ^^
after bowling, nizam and his fren's went home, and nadiah and her frens also go somewhere, left me and gf. sent her back under her block and went home straight away. kinda tired today and also tired of laughing. :) dats all.

2009-03-23T20:34:00.001+08:00

3 weeks holiday so boring la. nothing to do.. well, skate anyone??

2009-03-22T18:19:00.000+08:00

you only live once. i would rather live happy and be proud of myself than spend my life wishing i could do something, or be something else. i would rather work, i would rather study, i would rather live my numbered days knowing that im becoming a better person, that i am learning everything i can and appreciating every blessing that God sees fit to throw my way.

2009-03-22T17:10:00.003+08:00

i AMMM BACK FROM EAST COAST ON SATURDAY. well, saturday afternoon around 1pm me and my family reached east coast to meet up the rest. after reach there, cousin and me start to find the rest of our frens and hangout. ^^ play soccer and stuff. then cousin, is totally crazy la. he suddenly say that he wanna drink and buy at 7 eleven. but our bbq pit is near at carpark "F" and the nearest 7 eleven is at carpark "C", then my friends and me accompany him go 7 eleven, walk walk walk, chat chat chat. until we don't know that we have walked for 1 hour! hahahahhaa. i dont feel tired at all. but the only main thing is we feel, the shop quite far. haha. i think should be more then 4km. =/ then we suddenly see 7 eleven and all of us very happy cause we reach already ^^ lol. then cousin told us to wait for him to take money at atm machine, then he suddenly came back to us and told that, ''alamak, my money havnt yet come! idk when my salary come in'' LOL! THEN my frens and me all feel very regret following him and he cannot buy anything also. hahahha. crazy la. then i call my fren's father to pick us up at near 7 eleven. den when he reach, 6 of us try to squeeze in his car.. haha. luckily i get to sit in front. hahahahah. i alone never suffer while the other 5 boys suffer in squeezing in the backseat. LOL. den reached back to pit. And all of us get ready to play soccer at east coast fico sports hub, 'idk wats the thing called'. then finish play soccer, went back to pit again. go bathe and get ready for bowling competition at night. ^^ sooo fun la.! and also there will have some prizes for the teenagers also. lol. i get 3rd place. hahah, nizam 2nd, taqin 1st. walao.....after finish bowling, went back to pit at almost around 1am, den we all start to bbq our own food. got many kinds of food. :D i go bbq stingray, satay, chicken wing. niceeeeeee. hahah. den all of us full already and nothing to do, so we go to the big2 rock that can slack beside the beach. and talk2 anything about our lifetime. too bad, my girlfriend can't overnight with us, if not can spend time wif her till morning. :( after done talking; taqin, azwan start to fall asleep. lol. they are the one that plan to taunt together till morning, but they feel asleep. left wif me, hafiz, and azman. den go back to our pit, and find a place to rest. talk2 again, and finally sleep at 4am. hahahaa. then need to wake up at 6+ to prepare to go home. i only 2 hours of sleep eh. due to coldness at night i cant sleep. den wake up at 6.30 and pack our tent and things up. den reached home at 9am. straight away i go bathe and sleep back on my bed. weeeee. i love everything about yesterday sey. never mind, next year can do again.^^ dats all. :)

And bby, i miss u alot2 den u.

i cant even message u cos my prepaid finish. :(

when i top up, i msg u as soon as possible, ily

2009-03-20T18:35:00.002+08:00

today last day of sch. and many people didnt come. wtf. today 2 malay only come. me and iskandar. walao so bored. . den finish school straight away go home because i'm suddenly feel like fainted. it's like all of a sudden when i reached home, i was like hallucination, i was imagine that i wanna puke at the toilet, den suddenly i was at the toilet puking. wtf right? i only imagine that i wanna puke eh. then suddenly i feel very hungry, and i asked my mom to cook for me food. 2 chicken wing and rice. den after that im full, but then i imagine that im asking for my mom to cook for me chicken somemore, then she really go cook. then when my another chicken wing is ready, i realise that, i didn't ask for it. it's like wtf. im really hallucination!!! :O! fuck. wat's happening to me?

2009-03-19T20:15:00.001+08:00

hahaha, just now afternoon, meet amelia for awhile under my block. she asking me to pierce her lips for her. den i just do it. for the first time i pierce for people. hahah. and somemore straight. ^^ she look hot now. lols.

2009-03-19T14:06:00.002+08:00

Today morning im totally sick. had a fever and my temperature was 39.4. :( so i didn't go school. and bby, take care of urself when going camping. :) i'll be waiting for u to return on friday. :) and yea, i wanna rest. bye bye

2009-03-18T15:16:00.004+08:00

today school boring. everytime lesson only see my fucked up teacher face, rajoo. cb. he don't know to teach, only know to scold. hais. and today imran is totally out of mind, he go take deliana's sleeping pill and eat 4 tablets of it. and i try 2 tablets. lol. so that in class can sleep. hahahaha. but then really we both sleep sia. for the whole lesson sleep until finish the lesson. crazy sleeping pills. hahaha. until now my both eyes half closed while typing my blog. hahh. nothing much to say now cos im sleepy. hahahaha. good nite everyone

and bby fara,
ily
and thanks for being there for me and ill be by ur side always forever.
muaks

2009-03-15T19:19:00.001+08:00

There was a time, when all was perfect, no worries, but now that's blurry
We had something, that no one had, but it's all gone now, ain't that so sad
He came along, took you away, he opened his arms wide, there you stayed
You smiled, and waved goodbye, and for the last time, I looked in your eyes...
Love can fade, can break away, can be forgotten, but not replaced
You might lose hope, you might lose faith, but don't throw it all away, cause your afraid...
Now all I ask, is for him to care, for him to treat you, like I were always there
But please don't love him, come back to me, I'm begging you, I'm on my knees
Please don't forget, all the times we spent, and all the places, we saw and went
You were soo happy, what did I do wrong, was I not good enough, all along...

2009-03-14T11:27:00.002+08:00

My cousin sing this song. ahha. she very adorable

and dont come back to me if u think ur future guy starts wif the letter 'h' . my name starts wif the lettr 'k'

2009-03-13T23:14:00.001+08:00

It hurts so much to see you with him
I can't begin, and now I long
just for a kiss, it's you I miss
Why can't you try to see that
I am you, and you are me
But you've moved on
and now I'm gone, goodbye
Someday I will too
I don't need you and I
cause this is life
You raped my mind
and tore my heart
I hope your proud
I'm now unblind
a fresh new start
what to do now
Make the pain go away, go away for me

2009-03-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

today didnt go school. hahhaa. head pain la too go sch. haiyo. and at 1pm went queenstown to skate. met up wif wardah and her friend. skate alone first while talking to them. then ben came along wif rashid. heh. then suddenly got this two chinese primary 6 boy, so irritating sia. come to the skatepark and play2 around at the ramp. den one of them ask ben to challenge running wif them. hahahha. ben mcm small kid! :D but both of the boys future gangster sia. primary 6 only know to scold cb, kannina, talk about sex also. omg. hahaha. their hair still havnt grow dats why.. tsk tsk. and suddenly one hot malay skater girl came and play along with us. ^^ heh. make frens wif her and talk2. :) and she live at cck ;D, den went home wif her and she all the way talk about skating. lols. -.- den on the way home, i almost accident again. cheebai. i somemore cross using the zebra crossing cos i wanna be careful this time. but this car just go straight without horn and stuff. walao eh. :( luckily im still alive.

2009-03-13T09:48:00.001+08:00

I've been waiting and patiently praying, for this moment all my life
And I never, thought I'd ever, feel so glad to be alive...
I've spent so many years dreaming of this, I'm long overdue
And finally all my dreams are happening, in an ideal form of you...
Let's take this moment, squeeze it and hold it, for the rest of our lives,
then the time will never come to say goodbye...
I've spent so many years dreaming of this, I'm long overdue
And finally all my dreams are happening, in an ideal form of you...I may not be perfect, but I'll always be there Because I know you're worth it, you're the answer, to all of my prayers...

2009-03-10T16:26:00.004+08:00

hello.. today went school alone, supposed to go wif halim, but his class start early at around 8am. my lesson start at 11 am. den went school alone :( den saw my ex, shahirah. hah. u changed alot eh sha? totally makeover eh

? lol. den reach school already, meet up wif frens. den saw 3 banglas doing painting at my school while they was climbing a ladder. den one of my friend, go shake the ladder and so wobbly. hahahahahah. the 3 banglas shout cb and all stuff at us. LOL. den we go run straight to class. hahahaha. we're so naughty ITE students that have nothing to do. lmao. omg la. seriously today very fun. haha. and went home wif halim, and he took this bangla pic in the bus without him noticing. LMAO

2009-03-09T19:17:00.003+08:00

today went to sch wif halim and farid, den saw nadiah at some park. dunno do wat. haha..
and reach sch, alot nvr come sial.. :O about 7 pple come out of 40 of my classmate? omg. bad bad attendance. hahahaha. cos today got p.e and u all dun wan come ar? haiyo... den after p.e no more lesson after that. den went home around 11.30 like that. den rest awhile, eat, bathe, den suddenly afiq called me and asked me to lepak wif him. ;D hahaha. den play soccer wif his frens. and someone go step on my toenail when i play soccer. den i nvr realise that my toenail came out, until i realised den i start to feel the pain. hahahahaha. i can feel the pain. can kill me. but i still can laugh and make jokes about it while the others laugh at my jokes. hahahaha. i can feel the pain inside my heart. lol! still can make jokes bout it during painful. haiyo. bodoh nye aku. den go home wash my toenail dat have came out, and i scream. hahahaha. the pain super syiok man. :D put 2 plaster on it. hahaha and yay, tmr go sch wear slippers. muhahha.

2009-03-07T16:25:00.001+08:00

You live in my heart,i won't break it apart,even if it makes me to cry,i will love you till i die.Blood doesn't flow in my vein,ur thought flows in it as a pain,I may not be the one for you,i would have still loved you-even if i knew....My love is not written on sand,for the waters to wash away,it is written in my heart to stand,all the difficulty that comes its way.You still live in my eyes,even after seeing all the goodbyes,You can go to any place you desire,the dream of being together will-always burn like a fire....I still smile looking into the life of yesterday,to wipe away the tears that you bring everyday,Nights seems to be getting longer and longer,with thoughts of u getting stronger and stronger.My love may not be one happy chapter,like the saying "they lived happily ever after",By loving,i have lost everything to you,what i still possess is just the memories-of once being with you....

please stop hoping for me. u noe who u are. :(

2009-03-07T16:02:00.003+08:00

hahah, these only some of my frens. it's bored without them. they are the best person in my life, i fucking swear. :D and im still waiting for naidi for more pics from himmm... danggggggg
and today so bored la. always rain rain rain. cb. :( and im still tired cos play skateboarding yesterday.

2009-03-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

today went to school at 9.26, supposed lesson start at 9am. but exactly go class at 9.26, hahha. my teacher said dat if those who 30 mins late, will marked attendance 0, so i still get marked 1. wooohoo. lol . and today lesson boring as usual. do the project thing, and handed it by today. yay. finally finish my project. hmm. and today sch ends at 12pm. so after finish sch, we all go under some block near my sch and play gamble wif cards. haha, all take out 10 cent each. so 6 pple together play the game. and whoever wins get 60 cents. hahaha. and i win 1 time. but my idiot fren go sabo me and go take his own card and throw below my shoe. and after i win, i was going to take the money that i win, den my idiot fren go say that i cheat. wth. hahahha . den all start to say,. '' OI KID, TK FAIR LA. KAU TIPU, RESTART BALIK LA GAME'' wth. hahahahha! but they pity me and let them take my money. hahahaa. win 60 cents by taking out 10 cent per game. lol. after that, we all go home. dats all for today. :D

2009-03-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

This video is about a guy born wif no arms and legs,
but he motivate all of us not to give up in
something u do. even if u fail 100 times,
just dont give up in something u do. :)
i actually cried when watching this video

2009-03-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

hey peeps, about today i supposed to go school at 1 pm. but den last minute my teacher say we need to go ite balestier for some talk for preparing an interview for the future. and it ends at 5pm. but suddenly dat teacher of mine, make me angry sial... he said to all of us dat, we need to home ourself after the talk ended. like wtf sia.... den we all go home after it ended. so me and halim went home taking bus. the rest of us seperated and went back home . so i in the bus sit down, hear mp3. and sleep till 1 hour and finally reached cck interchange. walao eh. cb . hahah. den bla bla bla, reached under block and go check letter, and i see got letter from ite dat i got $150 for eages award? woooooohooo. lol wow. i did nothing in school. and yet i get that. :D hahha. and yeah. see ya pple. and p.s. thanks aqilah for the blog thingy. :D